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Salam readers,

There are quite a few things that have been playing around in my
mind lately. First is the result of my final examination.
Not that I am scared of what are the possible outcomes,
it's just that I've been having this nightmares(if it counts as nightmare)
where I get a bad, very bad result of this exam.
What if it's true? the dream was very vivid!

Second, talking about marriage.
earlier this evening, out of the blue my father asked
me when will I be getting married?
I was like..... almost speechless.
he has never touch that topic whenever we had a talk
from where I can remember.
and my answer to that question was simple.
"Nak sambung masters dulu la babah. Baru fikir kahwin"
He doesn't seem to have any objection with that.

Third, 
towards the uncertainties.
I am gladly waiting for my job which happens that
I don't even know when will I get it.
rumor has it that we will have to wait for thousands of
teacher-applicants to be interviewed first.
Let's just hope we will get there sooner.
I really hope I will get posted to KL or Selangor areas.

2013, the new beginning of my life.
I am no longer a student. I am a teacher, cikgu,
guru, sensei. To my friends, I am Ijad.
but to society, to my children, I am Cikgu Idzrul.
Big responsibility to carry along with that title to be
put before my name.
time to get a lil bit serious.
what more surprises will I face next year?

That's all for now, see ya l8r! Ez.

Dia yang telah pergi

Salam readers!

Have you heard Anizzah and Aisy posted a video of them singing
a song in their blog?
well if you haven't, go to their blog and hear it for yourself!
I'd say it is a nice try and they do have a beautiful voice.
clap clap!

So untuk tidak ketinggalan,
I myself just recorded of me singing this one song.
Saja bosan time-time cuti camni.
Itupun tengok macam best diorang buat post macam tu!
:P

#suarasumbang #firstattempt #tempolari

#sayasedardiri #bukanmintapuji

#LOL

Talking bout' love..

Hi, Salam korang!

So, tengok je kat title dah tau yg Ez is going to write a post about love!
pada pendapat koranglah kan, kita jatuh cinta dekat seseorang tu bersebab
atau tak? is there any reason we fell for someone? I've been arguing about
this matter with Airil and so called Damie actually.
Dorang cakap we fell in love with someone for no reason.
Hmm, in my opinion pulak, there must be a vivid reason why in the first place
we have fallen in love with someone. It's just that, the love that we have is
a kind of unconditional love.

so the question is, unconditional love dengan "love u for no reason" tu sama
ke? No! Ez rasa, kita akan jatuh cinta dekat seseorang tak kisahlah sebab
rupa dia ke, sebab rambut dia yang cantik ke, sebab perangai dia ke, atau
secara materialistiknya pada kejayaan dia. There must be a reason why
kita jatuh hati dekat dia. Kan? Kan? Everything happens for a reason they say.
Berbeza dengan unconditional love where we love that person without
any conditions or rules or regulations or whatever we may called it.
We just love them the way they are.

For instant, have you guys watched Istanbul Aku Datang recently in the
cinema? well kalau korang dah, sebab apa korang rasa si Harris tu
boleh jatuh hati kat Dian? takkanlah out of the blue, dia boleh ada rasa
camtu kan? padahal mula-mula dia punyalah meluat kat Dian tu. See! :)
Btw, siapa-siapa yang belum tengok Istanbul Aku Datang tu bolehlah
pergi tengok. Hmm Ez rate cite tu 4.5 over 5.
Jalan cerita yang quite simple dengan lakonan Lisa Surihani yang
sangatlah comel!

8000km mencari cinta. kenapa? mesti ada sebab nih! :P

That's all for now, see ya l8r! Ez.

A productive holiday I'd say..

Hi Salam readers!

As you guys have already knew I have just graduated from my college!
Part of me feels very happy but the other part seems to be so sad..
why? let's just say I have plenty of good friends that I am going to left.
Well not left, left. It's just obvious that we are not gonna attend the same
class together, eat at the same restaurant together and do all the activities
we used to do together. Friends forever guys.. Forget me not! :)

All 43 of us!

Talking about holiday, I have yet not so sure about how long my holiday is
going to be. We are not certain about when will we get posted to our
schools and it is way complicated than it was because of the election's day
coming up soon. So rather than make it more complicated and depressing,
my friends and I have planned for a short "Cuti-cuti Selatan" right before
the semester ends. It's not really a vacation but it's more to fill our boring
days at home. Plus, our friend Anizzah Alli is staying for a week before
she gets back to her homeland, Sabah Negeri di bawah bayu. And it's time
to show off to the Borneo people what southern peninsular of Malaysia has to offer! :P

Our Cuti-cuti Selatan really started when all four of them gathered
at my house which will be accommodating them for two days.
Let see some of the pictures taken.

Day 1: Malacca the historical city and yet known as green tech-city.

A'Famosa

One of those red buildings

Inside the old train

At the river cruise facing the Casa Del Rio

Pantai Klebang

Magnificent view of the sunset at Pantai Klebang

River Cruise at night

Day 2: Jonker Walk, Jalan Hang Jebat.

Cheap bargains

All these little things

A moment with snayke!

Front door of a cool guest house facing Hard Rock Cafe Malacca

This guest house should be in considerate if you plan on staying over the night here

So all the above pictures tell pretty much of our activities in Malacca.
The next day we went to Segamat, Johore. The actual purpose of this getaway
is to attend our fellow Keseni member's wedding ceremony in Segamat,
Kak Mona! So in segamat Eizhar was the one to host the accommodation.
We stayed at Eizhar's for one night. Thank you Eizhar for the hospitality!
Here's the picture of us with Kak Mona on her special day.

Barakallahu Fik

That's all for now. See ya l8r! Ez.

To Love and Be Loved

Some would say it is good loving somebody when that somebody
loves you back. To be in love and be loved in return is the only thing
a heart desire. Part of that is true. Love is a very intense feeling
a man can handle. Love is pure, love is unbreakable.
But love is also fragile and vulnerable.
The fact that love makes a man wants more than just to be loved
can not be denied. Love makes a man becomes greedy, his heart fills
with anger, jealousy and all that feelings. Love conquers it all. 

A Love Letter

I love you and you love me. That is the most indescribable feeling
in the world I would say. I don’t know why? why in the world HE puts
you in my life in the first place?

Because it feels like you are my one true love. Is it? 

I am way over this thinking. Drowning myself with all this thoughts,
to even contemplate about it would just makes me weak.
Because i love you with all my heart,it has not changed a thing.
Since we met, since we make a ‘vow’ to complete each other, 

since we give ourselves to each other. No, it never change a tid bit of my love towards you. 

But when i felt that suddenly, your love for me fades a little
from time to time, I became angry. Insecure. As if i have no other way to go. 

I could just let you go and find somebody else. But that won’t make things
right. And I am not ready to know if I would be missed
if we go separate ways. I easily trapped into jealousy,
have double thoughts, thinking too much when I shouldn’t be
and that leads us to a fight. I used to remember where we will fight for
this relationship whenever we have issue. Yes we did. What about now?
I am afraid. Afraid that if we got into another fight, again, 

I would lose you forever. 

How in the world can I live when half of my heart
already belongs to someone else? To prevent it from happening,
I stopped asking you so many questions, 

I stopped stalking your FB,
I stopped asking for a thing I know you can hardly give. 

I keep on telling myself to be grateful that at least,
I still have you by my side. Ask me again the question
that you asked one of the night we went out. 

I’m pretty sure it sounded more like
“Is it not enough to have me by your side?”. 

Remember what was my answer? My mistake was,
I didn’t ask you that question right back. 

And if I started asking this question now,
this would definitely leads us into a fight. 

You can be so sweet and also the opposite.
I love you no matter what.

A Language More Lovely Than Speaking

Another meaningful day has ended today. I've got to spend the rest of the day with "K" members. We went to Gen-Y Carnival earlier this afternoon at Taman Metropolitan Batu. DrGaz assigned us to join this event so that by any chance we could collect some money for our club by joining any competition held.
(If we won any) It was the plan!

And yes, we participated in most activities. The best of all was the karaoke session. Lucky us that we won some prizes and we've got ourselves free entrance ticket to the National Choir DIR concert! So after went back to IPBA we changed our wears and go straight to the concert. It was awesome! And it was my first time to watch such a great choir performance. And for me, it's gonna be more great if all of "K" were there together.
Above all, I love them best!

Oh I just noticed how my belly has turned into a flappy ones. I've got to control my diet! o_O

A little of something..

The title of this post reminds me of my senior blog's title.
I wasn't aware of the actual meaning of this sentence. How big it can change your life.
I just realized how 'a little of something' has the ability to cheer you up.
and how 'a little of something' is actually so much better than to have nothing at all.

Sometimes in life, we whine too much till we forget to be grateful of what is there for us.
We enjoy doing certain things constantly but we forget to be prepared of any less-fortune events that might happen to us, and then we keep on complaining, crying and blaming others.

None of the happy moments matter when we experienced sadness, sorrows, and whatnot. That's when we forgot to feel grateful. Bear with it. Face it. And take it as it comes. Because happiness comes with a price. A price that will make it worthwhile.

Memory Last Forever, Never Do They Die.

It was a very memorable holiday that I've spent during this semester break. Remarkable ones. Where I had the chance to spend my time with Keseni family. Back in Perlis, which I am involved in KAGUM for Monodrama competition. It's a new thing for me. Though I'm not the actor, It was Ayn that was doing all the acting part. I was her production crew and DrGaz was the Director. We learned a lot from this competition. Thanks to DrGaz for all the knowledge. Without him I know we wouldn't succeed.

We managed to get 4th place for this Monodrama. A pride that make us proud. :)

#Do the best, and let God do the rest..

 Love you heaps! :)

Nothing Last Forever

There's a saying goes. why you're leading your life at people's shadow? maybe because i don't really understand that we cannot lived in the past just because it is familiar. there's an action that we do when something unpleasant happens to us. it is an action where we keep repeating and replay the sequence of event mentally to trace of what went wrong...

sometimes, it is not that we stop ourselves to get over it or moving on but it is when the past take a glimpse of our present. #courtesy from :.applestories.:

As the time goes by...

I feel helpless every time I think of how deep the love was between us..
don't you remember?
the reason you love me before..
:'(